Pestis Codex Arcanum

Have you ever feel separated from the conversation, or any given social context ? 

An urge to resist, to hold back all your thoughts and emotion so that nobody would get hurt ? 

Any chance you ever tried to be involved in a social group, but somehow your thoughts aren't really there ?

 Do you feel any exclusion from a group just because someone doesn't remember you or tried to involve you in their life's progress ? 

Can't you relate to other's feelings that at times, not even the slightest hint of sympathy came out of you when others are in misery?

How many times you wanted to cry about something but you just can't because you think there's nothing saddening about it ?

Why do people can't accept your ideology and act, or think like you ?

How could they missed something simple and obvious ? 

Why others treat as if my feelings or thoughts are invalid and I can't be right all the time ?

When will all the foolish people and their  shenanigans stop or go extinct ?

How many times people disappointed in you, but keep blaming you when they're disappointed in themselves ?

Why don't they just do what they ask of me, instead of doing something foolish all over?

How many times I should say, "I told you so" without pointing that out ?

How many times people rejected your thoughts and idea that you ended up keeping it under the bed ? 

Ever notice how people cared about their friends but when it comes to you, nobody cared to ask ?

How many times you're being ignored by someone that when you ignore them, they're making a scene ?

How can people be traumatized by one or two things, and wipe all the good experience overall ?

How many times must I reach someone that I love, so that they'll reach me back ?