Yelling

"Why can't i stay here, with you ? No, don't answer. You just wanted to be with THAT guy all by yourself!", John yelled to Elena.

Elena, still packing her luggage, ignoring John's tantrum. She took all her clothes, making sure there are no trace of her

"I asked you to stay away, so that none of us may hurt each other", Elena said. "Besides, you were never there for me, John. I only asked 3 times".

John was oblivious of what kind of situation that Elena mentioned.

 "And i said I was sorry. I know that you won't forget, so i tried to fix everything. Who said it was too late then, Elena ?", said John.

"See? All THESE excuses!  All baseleses reasoning were the reason why I cannot be with you, John. You were too busy feeling sorry. Then as we met, you'd stay shut. How can i be at peace, telling myself that you're the only one i ever loved ? Been that way for these years!". Elena didn't notice that her tears dropped, the one that she thought was dried out due to John's constant egoistical deeds.

After all those yelling, Elena wiped the tears on her cheeks, watching John's astonished face once more, a face that she would look for during her Cello Recital. Those were the face he showed years ago when he asked her to open her heart. Knowing that she cannot be with him anymore, Elena walked away from the building. But before she left, she makes sure to say her last prayer for him:

"goodbye, John. Keep doing good toward others".

 Elena left the room, walking down the stairs. John chased her, grabbing her tiny arm from. She asked John to let her go. Knowing that this will be the end of all the drama in his life, John stares into the ceiling, wondering how can such trouble hurts.





(based on my dream, 2 days earlier)


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